Ready or not, clinicals are coming, clinicals are basically here,clinical is TOMORROW, clinicals...I have to take care of a patient! Ready or Not? I think I'm leaning towards not.
I woke up today and thought, I'm so nervous, I just need to make it to Thursday so I can take a breath at home.
But before going home I have to validate on the heart and head today, drive to Harvey to pick up my very first patients information, meet my patient, write drug cards, figure out how I'm going to care for this person tomorrow night, and then actually be a nurse tomorrow! That's a lot of pressure! I keep thinking of myself as a CNA, thinking if something goes wrong I can just tell the nurse, only to remember that I AM the nurse.
This morning I flipped my little calendar to October 9 finding, "I believe God is managing affairs and that he doesn't need any advice from me. With God in charge, I believe everything will work out for the best in the end. So what is there to worry about?" God knows I'm worrying, that was a reminder to let Him take me on this crazy crazy ride.
I'm not ready for this at all, but I don't think anyone is!
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